Something was stolen Something I borrowed Must've been open Must've been hollow And open progression Is nothing but awful I trample my thoughts Till they're tougher to swallow It's passion that kills you The nerve's gonna drive you insane I can't stand to look back When the only thing there is your name I took this as a loss When I should've been counting the days It's a wish on a star You're the only thing keeping me sane I'm losing this game When you're learning to lose Well, the world isn't spinning the same I put some distance out into the worlds And I never trip about the way that it hurts And I think they buried me deep in the dirt But trust me, and trust me it still could get worse Seventeen years in a hospital bed And they treat me different I know what it is And it'd take a year to explain what it did When I got a phantom inside of my limbs Closed down, held over And I found the worst way to tell you And I couldn't leave but I'd let you And tell me you think I'll be dead soon Held down, I'm closer And I found the best way to end it And I didn't sleep just pretended And fucked up my life like your friends said It's passion that kills you The nerve's gonna drive you insane (Can't take back what I said, I'm the one you can blame) I can't stand to look back When the only thing there is your name (Not the man in your heart, he had went with the pain) I took this as a loss When I should've been counting the days (It's a pattern I keep, wish I'd throw it away) It's a wish on a star You're the only thing that's keeping me sane (I know its too late) I'm losing this game When you're learning to lose Well, the world isn't spinning the same