You got it all wrong You think I'm indestructible But I can tell you right now We're losing our mind, I'm losing my money And I'm feeling sick But I think I'm getting used to it And I've been taking trips Out of my head and out of my body Losing myself and loving no one I'd like to say that I'm better off without you But I can't, no way, you won't believe me At nights I drift like a bottle in the ocean My citalopram will pull me through Well I know it's all wrong Just a weak-minded individual But I can tell you right now I know I ain't weak, I aim to get better But I must admit, that I fear I can't get over it But time only will tell I barely feel sad, I rarely feel happy Pop those pills and settle down I'd like to say that I'm better off without you But I can't, no way, you won't believe me At nights I drift like a bottle in the ocean My citalopram will pull me through I can't stop smoking and drinking with the mess I'm in I need something stronger than your medicine I know it's not healthy but I just can't quit I can't win I'd like to say that I'm better off without you But I can't, no way, you won't believe me At nights I drift like a bottle in the ocean My citalopram will pull me through I can't stop smoking and drinking with the mess I'm in I need something stronger than your medicine I know it's not healthy but I just can't quit I can't win Well I'd like to say that I'm better off without you But I can't, no way, you won't believe me At nights I drift like a bottle in the ocean My citalopram will pull me through I can't stop smoking and drinking with the mess I'm in (I'm better off without you) I need something stronger than your medicine I know it's not healthy but I just can't quit (I'm better off without you) I can't win