My life had always been a game I never learned how to play Hid from me every day Because I've see some horrible things And thanks to memory I doubt they ever leave And all my friends are like chameleons They're into shape shifting and I don't trust anything I blame the jealousy, the insecurity But that is such a waste as up today all that shit changes I don't care any more If it's okay with you I'll be the judge of me and you can just peace And I don't care any more I watched some porno girl I'll take a pill or two if I wanna chill I'm gonna pour another vodka drink And I don't care what you think Everyone's on something And can you find mister Popular But crack him open girl and you'll find something wrong If I could cure insecurity How fucking rich would be? I'd sell it all to you and then you'd leave But I don't care any more If it's okay with you I'll be the judge of me and you can just peace And I don't care any more I watched some porno girl I'll take a pill or two if I wanna chill Sometimes I feel as if My walls are closing in Maybe I'm just paranoid Or am I focused in [Rap] I don't care any more If it's okay with you I'll be the judge of me and you can just peace I don't care any more Until you're oblivious. Congratulations they lost me