I never smoked a cigarette But now when I breathe out, there's something empty in my chest There's nothing left I never smoked a cigarette But now when I breathe out, there's something empty on my breath There's nothing left I promised myself that I wouldn't spend every minute judging like I'm not good enough I'm sick of the voice in my head that says I'll never amount to anything Maybe I need some help All these voicemails I left myself All these voicemails I left myself Friday afternoon My legs crossed on the driveway as I watch the sunset Just let me be honest for one night I never smoked a cigarette But now when I breathe out, there's something empty in my chest There's nothing left I never smoked a cigarette But now when I breathe out, there's something empty on my breath There's nothing left All these voicemails I left myself All these voicemails I left myself All these voicemails I left myself All these voicemails I left myself Sometimes I wish I was anybody else But I don't want to hate this skin 'Cause I'm stuck in here forever I'll either drown or learn to swim I'll either drown or learn to swim I know I'll drown if I can't teach myself to swim Sometimes I wish I was anybody else But I don't want to hate this skin 'Cause I'm stuck in here forever I'll either drown or learn to swim I'll either drown or learn to swim I know I'll drown if I can't teach myself to swim Going to teach myself to swim Going to teach myself to swim Sometimes I wish I was anybody else But I don't want to hate this skin 'Cause I'm stuck in here forever I'll either drown or learn to swim I'll either drown or learn to swim I know I'll drown if I can't teach myself to swim Going to teach myself to swim