So complicated I've been wasting all my time Self medicated As you drink away your pride You said it's not my fault but I'm the one that lost it all I thought we had this figured out But now I [?] You go and throw it away How could I be so easily [?] I think I'll stick to myself for the first time Walk with my hands at my side Without you in my mind Never call just to see if you're alright I built a mountain I can see from a new height I can see from a new height [?] running back to me It's not the rain that helps me fall asleep It's the place I built inside of a blue dream I can't seem to find [?] Separate the real and fake [?] my selfish ways Tremble my own mistakes I think I'll stick to myself for the first time Walk with my hands at my side Without you in my mind Never call just to see if you're alright I built a mountain I can see from a new height I can see from a new height It's not the rain that helps me fall asleep It's the place I built inside of a blue dream You're holding on to things that I can't see Stick to myself for the first time Walk with my hands at my side Without you in my mind Never call just to see if you're alright I built a mountain I can see from a new height I can see from a new height