I try to find a way out of this hole But I'm dug in deep and its walls are steep Been down so long it seems like all I've known I try to find a way to make you see The good in me, make you believe I wasn't ready then but I can show you how I'm ready now It seems like it gets harder every year I took two steps forward but three steps back Had to take a deep breath before my bags were packed It's gotta get easier from here I had to learn to live without looking back Look inside myself to find the things I lacked I'm better off without all of your doubt You don't know me or who I'll be And without your help I've grown so much this year You're scared to take a chance on something real It's been so long since you could feel I wasn't ready then but I can show you how I'm ready now It seems like it gets harder every year I took two steps forward but three steps back Had to take a deep breath before my bags were packed It's gotta get easier from here I had to learn to live without looking back Look inside myself to find the things I lacked One thing I've learned is that Good things will not fall in my lap One thing I've learned is that I had to work harder and longer Be smarter and stronger Than the person right beside me Have the confidence and common sense To know there's still something inside me And oh, I gave my very best, with the purest intent And I'll be proud when I look back It seems like it gets harder every year I took two steps forward but three steps back Had to take a deep breath before my bags were packed It's gotta get easier from here I had to learn to live without looking back Look inside myself to find the things I lacked