It's getting harder every time
I can't remember goin' to bed at night
I used to get high to feel like
I wanted to be alive
And now the more I take
The less I feel but I don't mind
I know you're all concerned
But there's nothing you can do to make it right
Nobody said it would be me
My momma said my future was bright
Even though my nose is bleeding
I can't feel a thing inside
Nobody said it would be me
My momma said my future was bright
Even though my nose is bleeding
I can't feel a thing inside
I said I could stop whenever I want
But that was years ago
And it's all smiles and all jokes
Through the cigarette smoke
But then I go home
Turn the TV on watching reruns of a show
So I don't feel alone
Ignore the voice inside my head asking me
Where did your twenties go?
Nobody said it would be me
My momma said my future was bright
Even though my nose is bleeding
I can't feel a thing inside
Please don't send me home again
I just can't be alone in my head
Nobody said it would be me
My momma said my future was bright
Can't stay here
(Better than making it home)
Don't know you
(Better than dying alone)
Can't stop now
(Better the devil you know)
Don't come down
(Better to be on my own)
Nobody said it would be me
My momma said my future was bright
Even though my nose is bleeding
I can't feel a thing inside
Please don't send me home again
I just can't be alone in my head
Nobody said it would be me
My momma said my future was bright