Just how it is right now I won't be dying on my knees Saying oh forgive me please You'll never be my everything Steadily, moving away from you, that's all I can do Selfish, but that's just me You couldn't wait to see me fail But talk to me when you see fate and show me someone who is real Because lately you feel Too careless, you never think of me But when you do I hope you break down Steadily Just how it is right now I won't be dying on my knees Saying oh forgive me please You'll never be my everything Think I'm supposed to care 'bout how you feel Yeah that's rich Trying to be clean in the mess, trying to exist in your head But you're not all there, you're a goddamn wreck Was I your mistake or your escape? Too careless, you never think of me But when you do I hope you break down Steadily Just how it is right now I won't be dying on my knees Saying oh forgive me please You'll never be my everything You're all worn out and I'm walking in Was bored of you before anything You're not my anything You're nothing Was I your mistake or your escape? Too careless, you never think of me But when you do I hope you break down Steadily Too scared to close my eyes Too deaf to hear your cries No love left in me I hope it breaks you down Steadily As if I had all the answers