I wish I held onto ticket stubs Old posters and all of the above Can't store it all in my memory So don't act like this offended me ♪ I toss and turn while I try to fight The 'should-haves' that keep me up at night I'd benefit from a referee For all my friends and my enemies But anytime I bring it up Well, no one seems to give a fuck I've got something to say I'm not feeling okay I can't carry the weight of anyone else I've been feeling this way For longer than a day Now I'm starting to hate the size of my heart The Carolinas in a postcard That I never sent, I'm so scarred By your reactions to everything But my reactions are just as mean And anytime I bring it up Well, you don't seem to give a fuck I've got something to say I'm not feeling okay I can't carry the weight of anyone else I've been feeling this way For longer than a day Now I'm starting to hate the size of my heart Maybe it's hereditary Maybe I just learned on my own I hope this is temporary Oh, I just hate being alone I've been feeling this way For longer than a day Now I'm starting to hate the size of my heart I've got something to say I'm not feeling okay I can't carry the weight of anyone else I've been feeling this way For longer than a day Now I'm starting to hate the size of my Hate the size of my Hate the size of my heart