You said I've got to get this straight But you don't want to lead the way I wish that we could get away But there is nothing to celebrate I only want to be careless for a couple hours But my brain won't give me anymore Other than on the surface Everything else is perfect I want to explode to pieces So the pressure releases I don't wanna be a stress ball for you To throw against the wall I'm trying so hard to be brave it's No good for my mental state I wish there was a better day when neither Of us have a headache I only want to be social for a couple hours But my brain wont give me anymore Other than on the surface Everything else is perfect I want to explode to pieces So the pressure releases I don't wanna be a stress ball for you To throw against the wall I want to keep all of the parts that were So close to our hearts You can take the rest back bury it Till we're back on track