Doctor, I haven't slept for days The medication did not work Pills can't cure a numbing pain Doctor, to hell with your cliches The voices tell me you're to blame So stop telling me I'll be okay So if you say that I am crazy I will say that you're to blame You got me hooked on beginners luck A demon I can't tame So if you say that I am crazy I will say that you're to blame But now I'm stuck in a fucking rut With secrets I will take to my grave My tongue is turning as you're painting all the walls And God's abandoned every call A natural disaster, he said that I'm worse than them all Time is ticking in my head And I could've been the best, he said But I never wanted less So call me disaster and stop me from taking it all So if you say that I am crazy I will say that you're to blame You got me hooked on beginners luck A demon I can't tame So if you say that I am crazy I will say that you're to blame But now I'm stuck in a fucking rut With secrets I will take to my grave So the story goes that the Devil sold my soul And he said, straight to Hell, We wish you so well (you're on your own) Well now I know that it's dangerous to hope Because all you believe in is having doubts If you say that I am crazy I will say that you're to blame But now I'm stuck in a fucking rut And it's turning me insane So if you say that I am crazy I will say that you're to blame You got me hooked on beginners luck A demon I can't tame So if you say that I am crazy I will say that you're to blame But now I'm stuck in a fucking rut With secrets I will take to my grave