You tore me apart and ripped at every seam
Have a taste of your own medicine then tell me how you've been
A bitter pill to swallow, it builds up to break you down
'Til your misery is crippling and drags you to the ground
It was exciting and new, completely out of the blue
Not long before I was a stranger to you
I'll let you in my head so you can recite what I never said
When I had to bite the tip of my tongue
Take a deep breath
Had to grit my teeth 'til my mouth bled
I had to tread ever so light around the corners of your mind
I'm another example of what you couldn't handle
The impression I convinced myself I had of you and I
As clear as day, as right as rain, but I was caught in my illusion
I'm riddled with delusion, so deceitful on my eyes
A mirage playing with my mind
Everything I said, everything I did
Nothing seemed to work, nothing did the trick
'Cause you got everything that you needed
Now your left feeling guilty
But I'm getting used to this lack of honesty
Brings a flush of red only I can see
You left me stranded and neglected with nothing more than I expected
(With nothing more than I expected)
The impression I convinced myself I had of you and I
As clear as day, as right as rain, but I was caught in my illusion
I'm riddled with delusion, so deceitful on my eyes
A mirage playing with my mind
I should be getting used to this by now
Still hurts to admit but I'll get over it somehow
I should be getting used to this by now
Still hurts to admit but I'm not over it right now
I should be getting used to this by now
Still hurts to admit but I'll get over it somehow
I should be getting used to this by now
Still hurts to admit but I'm not over it right now
But I'm not over it right now
I should be getting used to this by now
But I'm not over it right now
But I'm not over it right now