Only 20 years old
Had to grow up quick, now I got an old soul
Dad left home
Had no dough
Mumzy a saint, never left me alone
Always did her best to get what I want
Gave me love and it made me strong
Gave me a heart so I give her this song
I'm tryna give back and it won't take long
Cuz I found my path
And fuck them man that laughed, they get left in the past
Can't change shit about life, that's who you are
A man felt pain
Can't lie, it made me insane
But I look at who I became
That put a big smile on my face
Now I'm proud of my name
(Proud of my name)
Still chill with my bros from back in the day
And I don't wanna change but I really hope that I've changed
And I hope and pray
My baby brothers don't feel my pain
Tryna make sure they don't look the same way
Rather get put in a cage
Always 10 toes down
Never sell out my soul
Not long 'til I sell out these shows
My and my g's poppin' at the front row
Front page, front cover of the world
(Of the world)
Cuz it's meant to be
And I'm meant to be here
I don't wanna talk
But I seen it
(I seen it)
Tell the world my story it's a reason
(It's a reason)
The bigger picture right there
It's uneven
(It's uneven)
It's raining right now but in my head it's beaming
(Beaming)
Explicit 2021 I feel it this season
I wanna give back to the people that helped me
Having breakdowns
Got back up and I'm healthy
Yeah
It's a rollercoaster
It's a rollercoaster
It's a rollercoaster
(Yeah)
I need loyalty in my life
Give my heart to keep you alive
Couple man pray on my demise
I won't quit until I die
I-I-I-I don't see the point in idols
Bad bitch by my side now
She the love of my life
Bust down yeah
Shotty shotty on my lap
Calm it darling
I ain't talking about my gun
Cuz you came with that wap
Talking my life into existence
It's a fucking trap
But life goes on
And you do you
And I do me
But whatever I do
Make sure I'm gonna make it back
Cuz I don't trap
Making my money some other way
Done seen like bare people
Switch up like lately yeah
Lately
Done seen like bare people
Switch up like lately
Only 20 years old
Had to grow up quick, now I got an old soul
Dad left home
Had no dough
Mumzy a saint, never left me alone
Always did her best to get what I want
Gave me love and it made me strong
Gave me a heart so I give her this song
I'm tryna give back and it won't take long
(So long)
(S-s-so long now)
It's a rollercoaster
It's a rollercoaster
It's a rollercoaster
(It's a... it's a...)
It's a rollercoaster
Yeah
Rolla
Rolla
Rolla
Yeah
Rolla
Rolla
Rolla
(Yeah, yeah)