The sun is coming up, I'm on the fire escape
Dunno if its early or if its late
I don't know
Bleeding from the gash I put in my soul
Burying my thoughts and dig another hole
I don't believe in love if this is what I run to instead of you
I don't believe in much, but this gets me through the night
I don't wanna feel
But I can't get away from what is real
I don't wanna see
But I can't close my eyes
I can't run and hide
I can't stay inside here forever
Fumble through my bag and call a car to leave
Take another hit and hope it helps me breathe again
If one can do the trick then maybe two or three
Can take me anywhere that I don't have to think so long
I don't believe in God but I can feel the love from her eyes right now
I don't believe I'm lost
Just always running away
I am an island surrounded by waves that annihilate all of my strongest intentions
To bury the fear and embrace every truth but the current's relentless
I'm pulled underwater and breathe in the lies till they've flooded my lungs
And I try screaming out my but I'm stuck in a dream
I don't want to wake up from when life is a nightmare
I'm better off numb but I can't run forever
Then grace washes over me out of the darkness and light shines on every shadow
I cast on the walls that I've built in my soul
And I hold on to hope that our love will explode and I'll float away