1] I want to be your lover, I want to be your friend I wish I could tell you I'd last 'til the end I'm in a blue haze, a blue haze I wanted to be a preacher, I wanted to be a king Now I want to know why everything is in A blue haze, a blue haze My friends have all left me, away on the breeze There's a crushing silence where love's a disease Like a fever it grips me, like a lover it holds I'm scared of getting older, scared of dying alone I'm in a blue haze, a blue haze I'm carried on the back of a wave of gloom I'm told I'll see the shore again soon I'm in a blue haze, a blue haze I'm living in dark rooms, playing at God I'm staring at blank walls, pretending I'm not In a blue haze, a blue haze