Always believed that i was meant for something Until I saw the world and what it wanted I felt the pressure Or just depression Thought I had the strength to beat the struggle And had to fight my head to just stay humble Knew what I needed But I just couldn't see it Schizophrenic, panic And I'm losing my breath, losing my reason to stay Learned to take the punches cause I'm used to the pain Am I flying too close to the sun Or was I stupid to think that I was ready to run Is it worth trying if I've already lost Or am I chasing a dream before I counted the costs I'm on the outside of the winners circle I guess I'm on the losing team in this tug of war But still I've been here before Schizophrenic, panic And i'm losing my breath, losing my reason to stay Learning to roll with the punches cause I'm in love with the pain Am I flying too close to the sun Or was I stupid to think that I was ready to run Is it worth trying if I've already lost Or am I chasing a dream before I counted the costs Comparison's an epidemic Infinite cycle for momentary fame They like the feel of my songs but they won't know my name