Overthinking everything Lying on the pavement Playing Russian roulette with the life that I've been given Everybody's dying I'm not interested in hell Are criminals in heaven? Do I have a shot as well? So I looked up at the sky Looked into the Gods Only one died For someone like me Awful human being Saved by a King on a torture device I can't believe you wept for me After all I've done you should've run I didn't say goodbye last night I didn't mean to make you cry Sorry for everything I'll fail you inevitably Wish I wasn't so surprised When everybody takes your side You saw the best in me I don't need your sympathy Uh oh here we go Knocking on the wrong door I'm back where I started This cycle is haunted Oh God is the offer on the table? Starting to think I'm not able To put every piece back together On my own Nobody knows the pain Nobody knows the pain I can't believe you wept for me After all I've done you should've run I didn't say goodbye last night I didn't mean to make you cry Sorry for everything I'll fail you inevitably Wish I wasn't so surprised When everybody takes your side You saw the best in me I don't need your sympathy I don't need your sympathy I didn't say goodbye last night I didn't mean to make you cry Sorry for everything I'll fail you inevitably Wish I wasn't so surprised (I'm sorry) When everybody takes your side (I'm sorry) You saw the best in me I don't need your sympathy