Yeah
Yeah
Ha
I don't wanna stay alive
I'm numb dying inside
All living organs die
Saying I'm okay I lied
Can't get in my stride
Between life and death i tried
Gun chilling on my bed side
Help me I can't decide
Life and death collide
Help me put this pain aside
Drown me by the river side
I might have to go to suicide
Will it get me verified
Dump me by the country side
Just know that i fucking tried
Living days in uncertainty
Should of gone university
Can I get the best of me?
Living life with a million Ted Bundy's
I know you see
Full of negatives
What's to be?
Living life out of order
My brains out of ord.
Discovering new disorders
Fuck Trump with the border
Appreciate my supporters
Taking the doctors orders
We need some fucking order
Xans for anxiety
Fucked up society
Not much of a variety
Suffering quietly
Treat us like property
Music my public diary
Fuck society
Yeah
Fuck society
Yeah
Suffer with depression
Music my expression
Making progression
Speak to a profession
Chanel your aggression
Make a confession
If you want succession
I don't wanna stay alive
I'm numb dying inside
All living organs die
Saying I'm okay I lied
Can't get in my stride
Between life and death i tried
Gun chilling on my bed side
Help me I can't decide
Life and death collide
Help me put this pain aside
Drown me by the river side
I might have to go to suicide
Will it get me verified
Dump me by the country side
Just know that i fucking tried
I'm struggling every day
Hang me with a heavy chain
Wanna life replay
No matter what the day
Always feel the pain
Torture in my brain
I cannot contain
Everyday is rain
Suffer with depression
Music my expression
Making progression
Speak to a profession
Chanel your aggression
Make a confession
If you want succession
I don't wanna stay alive
I'm numb dying inside
All living organs die
Saying I'm okay I lied
Can't get in my stride
Between life and death i tried
Gun chilling on my bed side
Help me I can't decide
Life and death collide
Help me put this pain aside
Drown me by the river side
I might have to go to suicide
Will it get me verified
Dump me by the country side
Just know that i fucking tried
I don't wanna stay alive
I'm numb dying inside
All living organs die
Saying I'm okay I lied
Can't get in my stride
Between life and death i tried
Gun chilling on my bed side
Help me I can't decide
Life and death collide
Help me put this pain aside
Drown me by the river side
I might have to go to suicide
Will it get me verified
Dump me by the country side
Just know that i fucking tried
Yeah
Yeah
Ahhhhhhhhh