When I tell you I'm the loneliest Is it easy for you to believe Why do I feel like it's only me Like no one wants a thing to do with me oh Find it hard to just communicate The things I like and all the things I hate I try to find the peace inside of me But somethings holding back I can't receive oh no So tell me why I think this way Cause I don't know It's complicated I'm spiraling I lost my mind I can't escape the rain Or gloomy days Losing sight of what's in front of me, Delusions of grandeur, my latest fears I'm just drunk on possibility The future me is a frightening mystery oh Days have past and still I can't forget I'm thinking about the things I did or said The things that no one thought of once or twice I guess I gotta keep it to myself oh So tell me why I think this way Cause I don't know It's complicated I'm spiraling I lost my mind I can't escape the rain Or gloomy days