I could hear the sound Came instantly into my brain I couldn't describe It was very difficult to control I shook my head I shook it until it was crushed I pretended like a normal person You just saw the outside, not my heart I accustomed to uncalm Everything i do goes away I feel everyone hates me My ears can't hold this sound no more I blame myself I blame myself so strongly It stuck like in a puzzle Then again you just suicide You caught some weird disease called postpartum You fall into a deep hole You caught some weird disease called postpartum Until the end of your day I accustomed to uncalm Everything i do goes away I feel everyone hates me My ears can't hold this sound no more I blame myself I blame myself so strongly It stuck like in a puzzle Then again you just suicide You caught some weird disease called postpartum You fall into a deep hole You caught some weird disease called postpartum Until the end of your day You caught some weird disease called postpartum You fall into a deep hole You caught some weird disease called postpartum Until the end of your day You caught some weird disease and now i die