My blood clotted And I feel numb surveillance of my own collapse Windows it's a shield from View of empty village With a ghost of childhood The darkest sky with the size of rain paralyzed me I hear everything Footstep of my worry, Mom crying, raindrop And I sick of elaborate things So from now on I will believe what I see I put the highest price But still I'm the one who carry the shame I don't ignore the sun, but why I can't feel any warmth I will not cease even the rain still fall Something through my head I know you wouldn't be there I'm blaming myself in to the cold To save my soul Doing justice wasn't what we desired Cold skin with the warmest heart You get what you want and thanks for the righteous reality