Starts out like a game that you can't win
Always thinking that you'll never deserve him
Talk for hours 'til you meet with the sunrise
Leave with that feeling in your gut like some butterflies
Fast forward and you're packing all the shit you own
Move in together with a place you're gonna call your home
Fights start over almost anything
Cry in the night as you picture it ending
Late night comes home all messed up
Always yelling 'cause you know that he drinks a lot
Face meets with the back of a cold hand
Bruised eye marks with the place where you know you stand
Hard feelings because you know that he's in the wrong
Gaslight with your mind 'til you come around
Reassured it was just a mistake
Stay around now, I'll pay the price
Where do I go when you lose control?
Forget what I said, I don't need to be rescued
It's just the way it's meant to be
Drunk eyes in reflection of the moonlight
Swear to God he's gonna change when the timings right
Minds trapped in the soul of redemption
Rose-coloured glass tricks the eyes with deception
In two minds won't embrace with the loneliness
Feeling tired can't escape from this ugly mess
Remember when you made me feel safe?
Stay around now, I'll pay the price
Where do I go when you lose control?
Forget what I said, I don't need to be rescued
It's just the way it's meant to be
I know he means well
Caught me off guard I don't know you so well
The pain gets tough but I promise I won't tell
I'll doubt myself all over again
I know you don't love me but we'll always pretend
Caught me off guard I don't know you so well
The pain gets tough but I promise I won't tell
I'll drown myself all over again
I know you don't love me but we'll always pretend