I've got a family to love and a future to hold.
I've got a purpose to fill that I can't let go.
No matter how many lives I shape, no matter how many flags I wave,
Something is off inside of me, it's paralyzing my security.
I didn't know that my heart beats fast, that my lungs won't last,
That my mind hides these thoughts of anxiety.
I'm thinking now might be the best time for me to end this story.
I didn't know that my heart beats fast, that my lungs won't last,
That my mind hides these thoughts of anxiety.
I'm thinking now might be the best time for me to end this story.
What's there left to lose when I'm drowning?
What's there left to show when my life's on hold?
If I'm built for more, why's the room so cold?
Nothing left to show when my life's on hold.
Am I built for more, am I built for more?
I've been fueling my own war.
Resentment displayed on the empty floor.
It's driving, it's tearing up the soul in me.
What I swore to believe, what I swore to believe.
I should've known, now my heart beats fast, now my lungs won't last,
Now my mind clings to thoughts of anxiety.
I'm thinking now might be the best time for me to end this story.
I should've known, now my heart beats fast, now my lungs won't last,
Now my mind clings to thoughts of anxiety.
I'm thinking now might be the best time for me to end this story.
What's there left to lose when I'm drowning?
Sleeping with chains, but they won't bury me
With my hand held high, so high.
Sleeping with chains, but they won't bury me
With my head held high.
I'll fight to stay alive.
Sleeping with chains.
Sleeping with chains.
Sleeping with chains.
I'm well aware that my heart beats fast, that my lungs won't last,
That I'll always have thoughts of anxiety.
I'm thinking now might be the best time for me to end this story.
I'll always know that my heart beats fast, that my lungs won't last.
I'll always know that my heart beats fast, that my lungs won't last.
What's there left to lose when I'm drowning?