Staring at the ceiling
Count the corners in the room
I've been looking for the will to move
Need to do some cleaning
There's laundry on the floor
And memories block the door
And these are dark days
My window's on the wall that gets no sun rays, at all
Wish I'd forget the feeling of drowning in my feelings
I'm lying here believing there's nothing worth living for
Still holding on to dreams, and wish I could split the ceiling
I'm lying here believing I can't get up off the floor
Staring at the ceiling
All the walls are closing in
Feel the air becoming thin
Try to keep on breathing
But the panic turns to dust
And it permeates my lungs
Oh, these are dark days
My window's on the wall that gets no sun rays, at all
Wish I'd forget the feeling of drowning in my feelings
Just lying here believing there's nothing worth living for
Still holding on to dreams, and wish I could split the ceiling
I'm lying here believing I can't get up off the floor
If I keep on watching paint dry, I'll suffocate inside
If I wanna see the daylight, I can't be terrified
To leave the room my mind built
To protect me from the storm
But I'm sick and tired of hiding, I can't stay here anymore
And the roof is breaking open, with the plaster all around
Surrounded by emotions I don't wanna mess with now
Oh, it's hard to face my demons, and I won't give up the fight
But how could I find freedom, when I feel so paralyzed?
Staring at the ceiling
Count the corners in the room
Now that I can find the will to move