I've said things I wouldn't say
Done things I'd never do (ooh)
Cried out like every day
They told me I'll make it through (through)
But I don't really know right now
All my walls caved in and came down
Messy life I been livin' out
I overthink and made my own route (it's true)
And I ain't stayed focused lately
Chasing what the world has to give me
Satisfy my want and then blame me
It's been a minute since we talked, but
Do I even need a second chance
If it's just second nature to second guess?
I don't, at the end, is this where I stand?
It's complicated, do you know where I am?
And would I ever need a second try
If all that I'mma do is just waste a life?
I don't know, if anything, I'm wasting time
I'm always under cover and say I'm alright
Yeah, I need some (need some)
Some solid ground (solid ground)
But man, that's tough
When I don't even know where I stand
Tell me, how come? (How come?)
When I look around, it seems (it seems)
Like everyone has got it figured out while I fail
Help me out
Every time I hear your voice, I come around
But then I start second guessin' if I'm lost or found
No matter what I learn, I always seem to doubt, but
Do I even need a second chance
If it's just second nature to second guess?
I don't, at the end, is this where I stand?
It's complicated, do you know where I am?
And would I ever need a second try
If all that I'mma do is just waste a life?
I don't know, if anything, I'm wasting time
I'm always under cover and say I'm alright
Don't it hurt when you are always switchin' sides?
And is it true that I've been fighting all my life?
And I can't tell when you are real and when you lie
I'll say my name, yeah
If that's okay, I been second guessin' my faith, yeah
Is it my time to step down? Renounce my crown
You say "don't give in," I hear "don't give up"
Am I a let down?
It's been a minute since we talked
I don't feel like I'm here but been missin' you a lot
Don't want it to disappear
Just show me that if it's real or not
So show me that if it's real or not
(I need a second chance)
(Second guess)
(It's where I stand)
(Do you know where I am?)
(Second try)
(Waste a life)
(I'm wastin' time)
Don't it hurt when you are always switchin' sides?
And is it true that I've been fighting all my life?
And I can't tell when you are real and when you lie
I'll say my name, yeah
If that's okay, I been second guessin' my faith, yeah-yeah
Oh-oh (but then I start second guessin')
Yeah-yeah-yeah-yeah-yeah
(I do believe we're all destined for great things, ha)
(What do I know?)