All I had going for me Is my sanity, my sanity But in an instant It was taken from me, taken from me With the loss of all I loved And the life I was so proud of Now I'm rebuilding from the ground up My only company Was my doggy, my doggy But then my nightmare turned out to be Reality, reality So I decided who did thos to me Has to clean up the mess it leaves And I decided what's best for me Was to leave my shell mentally And all my friends just couldn't believe And my mom was so worried for me And I wonder what's left for me Now that I lost my sanity