What is this Loneliness I still tell myself That I don't need help Smile through All the photographs Even though I won't Want these moments back Too long I've been Flirting with the edge Between doing what I need And what I want instead And I know you feel it too I need help, I need help, I need help But you won't hear me crying I need help, I need help, I need help But I'll stay silent It's been so many times I forget how it began And only when its done Do I remember the end Falling to my knees Begging for disease So I can stop this train So I can stop this pain And I know you feel it too I need help, I need help, I need help But you won't hear me crying I need help, I need help, I need help But I'll stay silent I need help, I need help, I need help I need help, I need help, I need help But I'll stay silent But I'll stay silent But I'll stay But I'll stay silent But I'll stay But I'll stay silent (I need help, I need help, I need help) But I'll stay But I'll stay silent (I need help, I need help, I need help) But I'll stay But I'll stay silent But I'll stay But I'll stay