Your house upstate We wake up early, stay up late But not today, somethings changed You look through me That's not the way it used to be Maybe some sleep is all we need Of all the ways to lose you I thought at least you'd love me first I always knew I'd end up getting hurt I thought at least you'd love me first We're driving home I know you'd rather be alone So I stay quiet Words left unsaid In echo chambers round my head A heart misled, did you mean it? Of all the ways to lose you I thought at least you'd love me first I always knew I'd end up getting hurt I thought at least you'd love me first I thought I'd make some big mistake Or maybe you would move away I thought both our hearts would break But of all the ways to lose you Of all the ways to lose you Of all the ways to lose you I thought at least you'd love me first I always knew I'd end up getting hurt I thought at least you'd love me first Of all the ways to lose you I thought at least you'd love me first