I think I got a little string in my throat and I went to the bottom of this hole hoping for a Good sign or people or maybe a rope to get myself back out Maybe if you helped I wouldn't be so irrational Every damn day it's like I'm at a funeral Saying goodbye to myself again This girl that I kissed just years ago is having a kid and I wanna know when my time is And what kinda parent that I might be And I ask my dad and he says it's too early But my mom was my age when she even had me Saying goodbye to herself again I've been running and I feel my knees breaking I should stay active so I don't feel vacant alone Must not have any patience Thought I found my voice and I had it cornered But then I woke up from a snooze in the morning Saying goodnight to myself again Saying goodnight to myself again