I'm not that special I'm not that cool I fake my way through depression just like you It takes a special something Just to get up When you're screaming in your head you've had enough I've got insight I hardly speak Is this who I am sober Shy and weak I've learned myself Never enough There's only black holes No stars up above I'm always under achieving Or packing up and leaving And these awkward social sober situations This voice inside my mind Tells me everything's not fine 24 hour exhausting narration I'm not that special I'm not the best Got a bounty on my soul for my karmic debt