I can't shake these fucking shakes I can't sweat these fucking cold sweats And I know an early death's bout to come It's my demise It's my downfall Delirium Tremens from alcohol And I know an early death's bout to come These tiny creatures murdered Gravel Reality unravels I've lost concept of time They took my knife They took my belt So I can't even kill myself Debts for all my crimes Logic is lost Don't know where I am One more hour til my next Ativan And I know an early death's bout to come Face starts to tense Here comes a seizure Lips blue Foaming mouth Here comes the reaper And I know an early death's bout to come Pancreatitis Hep-C Cellulitis My body's shutting down This place fucking wrecked us Goddamnit Fort Worth, Texas Don't wanna die in this town I guess I can believe it I treat my body like complete shit I pray to god that god's not real Now my life's completely wasted Thought I loved it but I hate it Got no more soul to steal