I've always had a lot of problems with listening
You can try repeating, but I won't ever take it in
I'm a nightmare
But you can't blame me for trying
Left on the heating after leaving for hours
And I keep spilling food I wanna eat down the sofa
Do I belong here
When my head's wandering out there?
It's the same old story, different day
I still tell myself
I can change, I can change
When it gets too boring
I count the ways that I convince myself
I can change, I can change
I can change, I can change
I can change, I can change
I fall asleep whenever I drink a little too much
I get the fear I think I've said something stupid
I'm a disaster
Why do I even leave the house for?
I could write a book about the things I've regretted
I've told a lot of stories that I really have shouldn't
But what's the point of living if you don't mess up at all?
It's the same old story, different day
I still tell myself
I can change, I can change
When it gets too boring
I count the ways that I convince myself
I can change, I can change
I can change, I can change
I can change, I can change
Remember how it used to be so normal to accept who we really were
Whatever happened to that?
I can't find what makes me feel like I know what I'm doing
If only it was that easy to really believe that my ghosts are behind me
Why is this so hard? It shouldn't phase me
But I've been hating myself lately
It's the same old story, different day
I still tell myself
I can change, I can change
I can change, I can change
I can change, I can change
I can change, I can change
I can change, I can change