I'm done shifting the blame
It's time to shift paradigms
Dream of fooling round with a pair of dimes
When the lack of love leave the heart ashamed
Trying to double an effort I don't make
To impress some people that don't like me
For real I've been feeling so fake
Thriving on feelings that don't drive me
Trying to outrun my thoughts
Like they don't define me
Hiding behind glass walls
Like they won't find me
Amplifying my demons
So I'm allowed to complain
Dampen voices of reason
So I'm not forced to explain
I'm really good at having conversations but I'm bad at starting them shit that says a lot About me
Few people understand me that's why many start to doubt me
But even when I talk to myself I don't seem to get shit
So I say I don't think a lot, but that's cause I suck at it
My mind thinks of running away
Find no pleasure in growth I guess I'm not coming of age
Yeah I'm pretty insecure but I'm surely not the worst of cases
People don't mind minds they just worship faces
Happily do the worst for status
So with no inspiration took the decision that I must write
Trying get a clear vision but got dust on my dust wipe
Sure talk about a lot of work I ain't get done
Sure think a bout a lot of girls I ain't get none
Whoa lotta goals that I wanna achieve but been too tired to
Actually work on but still believe I'm entitled to
Attitude always the opposite of my IQ
So goddamn boring I could fit my whole life in a haiku
Think I'm Jim Halpert when I'm actually Dwight Schrute
Make a lotta noise for a shy dude
Never trade you bright lies for the darkness of my truth
Trying to outrun my thoughts
Like they don't define me
Hiding behind glass walls
Like they won't find me
Amplifying my demons
So I'm allowed to complain
Dampen voices of reason
So I'm not forced to explain