I found my laugh and took a lifetime to perfect it
And I swore to protect it
I swore to protect it
I found my hands when I built a home for me to hide in
One I could take pride in
One I could take pride in
Brushing off the years dust off lying on the photo box
Remembering the parts of me that I kept heavy under lock
Oh, revisiting it all, I thought was meant to lift me up
But I felt nothing
I felt nothing
Little girl in my head
She thought that I'd be wiser
I made her a liar
But I told her I'd be nicer
Couldn't follow through
So she's gone no matter what I do
And now I miss her and I blame you
Uh uh oh oh whoa
Uh uh oh ah
Uh uh oh
I miss her and I blame you
Uh uh oh oh whoa
Uh uh oh ah
Uh uh oh
I miss her and I blame you
I grew up when I learned to cry on command
To make you understand
You didn't understand
Carried the weight even if it broke my back
Yeah, I gotta unlearn that
I gotta unlearn that
(Yeah, I gotta unlearn all that)
Little girl in my head
She thought that I'd be wiser
I made her a liar
But I told her I'd be nicer
Couldn't follow through
So she's gone no matter what I do
And now I miss her and I blame you
Uh uh oh oh whoa
Uh uh oh ah (aha-ha, aha-ha aha)
Uh uh oh
I miss her and I blame you
Uh uh oh oh whoa
Uh uh oh ah (aha-ha, aha-ha aha)
Uh uh oh
I miss her and I blame you
I drank the poison hoping it would kill you
Now I miss her
I miss her and I blame you
I drank the poison hoping it would kill you
Now I miss her
I miss her and I blame you
Little girl in my head
She thought that I'd be wiser
I made her a liar
But I told her I'd be nicer
Couldn't follow through
So she's gone no matter what I do (She's gone, what do I do?)
And now I miss her and I blame you
I drank the poison hoping it would kill you
Now I miss her
I miss her and I blame you
I drank the poison hoping it would kill you
Now I miss her
I miss her and I blame you