I've got a confession I've got a secret On the tip of my tongue and it's bleeding out You know I've got my reasons This suffocating feeling And the voice in my head is bleeding out And I don't think that I will ever change This is not how I'm made 'Cause I think I've lost half my mind Fighting my addictions I've been killing, wasting time I'm not alright You know I'll do it if I want to I'll do it if I want to 'Cause I don't care if it hurts me I care if I hurt you I care if I hurt you Blinded by these white lines Feeling like I'm divine Never reaching cloud nine And I feel like giving up 'Cause enough's never enough And I divorced all my love Why won't you give up? Why won't you give up? And I don't think that I will ever change This is not how I'm made 'Cause I think I've lost half my mind Fighting my addictions I've been killing, wasting time I'm not alright You know I'll do it if I want to I'll do it if I want to 'Cause I don't care if it hurts me I care if I hurt you Stay, stay with me Stay, stay with me 'Cause think I've lost half my mind Fighting my addictions I've been chasing the white light And I'm not, I'm not alright You know I'll I do it if I want to I'll do it if I want to 'Cause I don't care if it hurts me I care if I hurt you With my white lines And my white lies My white lines My white lies