Every time it rains I feel my heart begin to ache again But why oh why is that so? When spring turns into summer I can feel my heart turn colder But then why oh why is that so? When I hear the slightest bit of laughter at the things I do I cry, but why is that so? Even though I'm acting so pathetic Will I find somebody sympathetic? Who knows The word goodbye's still fresh on my mind It tears my heart out slowly inside The reds and pinks that fill up the sky They sent me aglow Not knowing where I should go Counselor, could you give me some advice? What am I supposed to do with the rest of my life? Are you just gonna tell me everything will be alright? Like I'll believe that lie Ahh It's not like I don't wanna live another day I just wanna live without feeling any pain Looking at the sky, my only wish Is it really, truly selfish? Every time I lie it always hurts me deep inside But I still do it, why is that so? The bad will always prosper while the good will always suffer too But why oh why is that so? Money can't buy happiness, but happiness costs money Could you tell me why is that so? Did we ever realize we bought into this system And whatever they say goes The price of ignorance these days Is so much more than what we can pay If only life was just a film directed by him Then maybe I'd feel something Counselor, I don't think that I can live this way Living on like this only causes me pain Even the greats couldn't find a way to fill this hole Or make it go away, ahh All I ever wanted to do was close my eyes Reaching out my fingertips to the summer skies Living in the past, my only wish Is it really, truly selfish? A piece devoid of death or any tragedy in it It won't sell very well, I know The fact that humans can draw a price on petals that fall Is nothing safe from them anymore? Did you have dreams when you were younger, counselor? Was it something that you had to throw away when you got older? Counselor, could you give me some advice? What am I supposed to do with the rest of my life? Saying that I'll come out stronger after crying Is really such a bullshit lie, ahh It's not that I don't care to live another day Reality is just harder to discern out these days But summer's just so far away, ahh So tell me, is this really alright? Can we live like this for the rest of our lives? Don't you dare tell me that it's "Something only you can make the answer to," alright? Ahh Just let me close my eyes Breathe in the summer breeze Let me feel the wind forever on my cheeks Looking at the sky, my only wish Is it really, truly selfish? Better knowing you, my only wish Is it really, truly selfish? (Holy hell)