So what I lied
Should I have said I'm not alright
What age were you
When you found out your dad is human too
Now I feel guilty when I hold onto you
So what I lied
I don't know how to love you right
Self-awareness
Or self-obsession, I
Don't wanna share this
But I'm not sleeping right
I think I'm falling
But I can't trust it yet
I'm 23, but I still feel like a kid in my head 'cause
I know what my parents' had
Should I expect the same for me?
When you look at me like that
I feel afraid of what you see
I get scared 'cause I expect you to run
And I think I'm just overthinking too much
So what I lied
Should I have said I'm not alright
What age were you
When you found out your dad is human too
Now I feel guilty when I hold onto you
So what I lied
I don't know how to love you right
You said you could wait until I got myself in check
But I still see the shadows of the nights I won't get back
When I go home I just an empty house and
I think I feel too loudly
Don't wanna talk about it
I know what my parents' had
Should I expect the same for me?
When you look at me like that
I feel afraid of what you see
I get scared 'cause I expect you to run
And I think I'm just overthinking too much
So what I lied
Should I have said I'm not alright
What age were you
When you found out your dad is human too
Now I feel guilty when I hold onto you
So what I lied
I don't know how to love you right
I think too much about it every night, I
Think it's less about me than I like, I
Know I'm not complete, I'll be alright, I
Know I'm still enough, we'll be alright
(I think I feel too loudly) I
Think (I don't know how to love you right)
Too much about it every night
(Don't wanna talk about it) I
Think (I don't know how to love you right)
It's less about me than I like
(I think I feel so loudly) I
Know (I don't know how to love you right)
I'm not complete, I'll be alright
(Don't wanna talk about it) I
Know I'm still enough, we'll be alright
So what I lied
Should I have said I'm not alright
What age were you
When you found out your dad is human too
Now I feel guilty when I hold onto you
So what I lied
I don't know how to love you right
I don't know how to love you right