I think it's time that I stop playing victim
Admit my faults and tell my friends that I miss them
I've been neglecting the things that I love, it's self sabotage
And I've been stuck in this room going crazy
Writing the same song like everyday
About feeling stressed and overwhelmed, do it to myself, oh
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I'm sorry
I wanna be better than how I've been
But I've just been stressing and wearing thin
The futures been taking me down again
I love you
I wanna make sure everybody knows
Even though I forget to check my phone
I know that I can't make it on my own
I'm scared of the future
And I'm terrified I'm a loser
But I'll be alright if I just take time
If I just wait a while
I don't know what's coming
But I'm scared I might not like it
So I fight myself to fight it, to fight it
♪
I think it's time I respond to my texts
Figure out life and what I'm doing next
I've been afraid to be honest, afraid that I might miss
I think it's time that I stop playing victim
Write a song that I like
Maybe if I get some sleep then I'll be alright
I'm scared of the future
And I'm terrified I'm a loser
But I'll be alright if I just take time, if I just wait a while
I don't know what's coming
But I'm scared I might not like it
So I fight myself to fight it, to fight it
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I'm trying
To do better than I've been
Even though it's be a long long time since I've been doing alright