The sickness is bloodborne, it's repeating
I wake up and every day is repeating
It runs in the family, I run from my family
I run from the texts I just keep on receiving
Well, you people are incessant
Why won't you get the message?
I'm looking up recipes for ways to dissolve
And I count all of my blessings
I'm angry, I'm a weapon
I'm stupid and I'm cynical, so don't get involved
Well, I wish that I could love you
Like a normal person loves a normal person
Well, I wish that I could get up
Like a normal person gets up in the morning
I am living inside boxes with the rabbits and the foxes
The foxes build the houses and the rabbits tear them down
I'm living outside reason in a world of my creation
The rabbits break my fingernails, the foxes smooth them out
When I move out, will I be anything?
Will I impress you with the way that I move?
Will I get in my car and turn on the music
And feel an endless drive to improve?
When I move out of this expanding rut
Will I get into one in that place too?
Will I get it in my heart that to be happy I need people
Or at this point in my life, that seems true?
Oh, I'm learning some new moves
I can feel that shit, turn it up
Remove the glue from my bones
Oh, I'm learning to be cool
My hunger is resolving itself
And all I need is time to pass
Someone to remind my ass that no matter where I am
Time will never stand
I am living my own life
There is no way to skip time