I wish I learned how to skateboard Instead of learning how to stay bored I had deja vu in grade school I was never that great in school I think I gotta lotta problems and I could solve them Could you help me with this problem You're way better at math than me You're brain seems way more heavy I wish I never learned to put myself down The kids you knew in highschool Aren't their best selves now I'm eating cookies overnight I'm sending texts only at night And all you talk to is yourself now Come on dude, look at you, think of how you became so Stuck in one place, do you know How much your friends mean to you And if you could just pull through they'd be glad See you around I never learned how to skateboard I never learned how to stay out of food Now I'm starving to go see the moon And I wish I could show my friends how much I think of them But something is holding it inside My mind And I'm so scared of Doing something to myself when I Feel out of control or I need to feel control I know I have a lovely shining soul Do you love me, My sweet baby? Even though I try to hate you too Are we healing? Is this feeling One that I designed to save us too? I never learned how to stay down Instead I learned how to get up And I hope that this carries me through