Why do you think this is cool?
Why is drinking alcohol cool?
Or why is riding on a motorcycle cool?
Why is wearing SPF of less than 10 at the beach cool?
That is cool
Because it's dangerous!
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It'll all make sense like it did
I'll connect the dots again
And I've been hurting like a kid
And nothing hurts like thinking you'll never be present
I feel like a million bucks
Cause you won't find me in one piece
Oh, please believe the texts I send
Saying I want to connect
Second time, my heart stops
Everything that makes you feel alive, huh?
Feel like a loser
The second inning out
And every time I'm supposed to show
I just give up
Just leave out
Take me out with my mouth
And I know I wouldn't lose you
Keep your mouth shut
Keep your mouth shut, everyone
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I'm on the brink of life
In my Nissan Armada
So close to Nirvana
Wishing I could drown out the noise
With the sound of my voice
And my stomach's gripping like a vice
I don't wanna come tonight
But I guess that I'll be there
Looking in the rearview at my hair
Or what's left of this bleached mess
It's the usual suspects
I'm unusually upset
It is a fine night outside of my view
But inside of here, I'm self conscious
And I just can't move
♪
Second time, my heart stops
Everything that made you feel alive, huh?
Feel like a loser
The second inning out
And every time I'm supposed to show
I just give up
Just leave out
Take me out with my mouth
And I know I wouldn't lose you
Keep your mouth shut
Keep your mouth shut, everyone
♪
I've been watching to see if my hope has its limits
From every time that I wished I wasn't alive
So I made up a list of all of the reasons
That life is worth living and prioritized
Oh, it reads that I'm hopeful
That I know I'm right
That the light in the tunnel is well and alive
And believe me, I thought that I gave up on life
But no, I could've loved you if I had just tried
And that's the story of my fucking life
Or so it seems that with effort I can feel the light
And with every big song ends with the word "tonight"
But tonight, I'm feeling useful to myself, alright