I feel like I'm back in my body I know that's not impressing anybody But me, I took like 2 and a half years to feel sincerely alive Removing any lack of PMCs I am feeling queasy I have a responsibility to take it further than just feeling alive And I've been doing shit that scares me It makes it hard to breathe Cause I know that it will repair me My fight or flight is out of practice I've been fighting habits Exposing the truth behind the fact that I will not explode if I don't believe Well, I will generate a fallible, not because of variables That I can control the thoughts that are intrusive at best And there's not much that doesn't scare me Like the scary, it's hard to breathe And I'm obsessed with my destruction It has repaired me, living life like I want to live Like I'm charmed by how special it is Because I truly am an optimist who was hit by a cosmic-try Well, I love their four-eyed am Well, if everything that happens isn't for a reason I know that I'll connect the pieces, anyway I wanna text you, yeah, I miss you And it's personal, and I misuse cosmic bullshit that is making me feel this way But if it's not intentional, well, it all feels intentional to me