Grouse out, lay down Upset, cosmic I feel my world dissolve around me Will I ever come back to? Will I ever come back to? I wish I felt fine Everything led to this moment I'm sure that it's time again I said it was cosmic I'm sure, I said it was everything I feared I guess I was right I guess I was right And a part of me wishes that I could just drop this off Pull the calculator up 2.2 years, 800 days That's how long it took to go away February, since I feel more sub-seen  I need something, like some big source of light February, since I more sub-seen I need something, like some big source of light