Everything's embarrassing, but I just power through Because I, I can't live that Erasing anxiety with my mindset, and my actions I guess I'm upset that it took this long I just feel like I am a little bit behind I miss the syllabus, my margins are decreasing in size And just look in my eyes, I don't wanna die But I've been living like I wouldn't mind Last night, I had a dream that we were caught in the same person And we were running away from the same thing Kinda hard to speak to you before To tell you the truth, I have a hard time thinking about you We both wanna move it forward, but it's not that out there of a thought That habits of many forms have stuck, it's a passing thought, for sure That it's addiction, and it's there I think I'd know that, I've been watching you for years Never knowing that we'd be similar at all I find it's hard to remind myself what I'm doing, what I'm doing But it's not that hard to find it somewhere under my heart