I was the one who dragged you thousand miles away and back in a blink I left you sitting around alone in your head with nothing to think I've seen you desperate, i felt your anger the same time You couldn't believe anyone could feel the same way, i felt your fear Can you see me still, or you just expect me to be standing still right there Where you left me? Oh please, make me change - i've heard you beg, but i can't take this back I can't take you back I've seen you starring at me, but you couldn't see a thing Because you never got close enough to me I watched you melting sun and hiding in sunday skies I watched you pushing harder Ive seen you falling under weight of your fantasies I watched them carrying you back home And been waiting there without saying a thing I watched you smashing the doors I've seen you hitting the floor - erasing, ignoring, refusing I've heard all your stories and now i watch you wondering If this is one of them, if i am one of them I am your violence, i am your fear and your frightened deathwish I am your will to conquer and your will to love No living man can keep a secret which a dead man may have already told me