Block out the pain like I'm Jackie Chan
I keep on running, running, running, but I know I can't
(I can't keep running)
You were apart of my family
I wish I knew what you were going through baby
I wish I knew how to deal with your anxiety
Wish I could take your pain away darling
Wish I could've been more patient with you darling
Wish I could've stuck it through for you darling
But I'm only just a human
I swear to God I tried waiting
Two and a half years I was counting
I done put my all in
Still ain't seen you in person
Plus living in different cities is exhausting
I was loyal even though I never saw you did the best that I can
Now I need something real I can feel it's hard you're my best friend
And I hope you understand
I was getting frustrated it was getting out of hand
And if you could've seen me I know you woulda have
But it wasn't God's plan
Girl I gave you all that I had
Block out the pain like I'm Jackie Chan
I keep on running, running, running, but I know I can't
(I can't keep running)
You were apart of my family
I wish I knew what you were going through baby
I wish I knew how to deal with your anxiety
Minutes turn to hours I was thinking about ya
I was in my room and I was thinking about ya
I was overseas and I was thinking about ya
I was with another girl and I was thinking about ya
Had a talk with my dad I told him everything
How you the only girl I'd give a wedding ring
For all the times I made you cry I'm getting punished
I broke so many hearts being honest
Anxiety just came between us
But really it was me that just came between us
Cause I could've stayed and helped you fight it but I didn't
They say the pure for the pure but I'm no longer that
I done a lot of things that I can't take back
I know that things will never be the same now
Done a whole lot of things to numb my pain now
Block out the pain like I'm Jackie Chan
I keep on running, running, running, but I know I can't
(I can't keep running)
You were apart of my family
I wish I knew what you were going through baby
I wish I knew how to deal with your anxiety
But it was new to me