Not you too Not you too Can't lose you Not you too Not you too Not you too Can't lose you Not you too Life is hard and it keeps getting harder Walking around with the world on my shoulders I don't say much I'm a silent solider Try to make you smile as my heart grows colder There's voices in my head and I cannot stop hearing em There's pictures in my head and I cannot stop seeing em I knew the time would come when I would be losing em But didn't know that this year'd be burying both of 'em When he died in my arms it was an honour for me When she died in my arms I just couldn't believe That after all my sins I was still worthy I was chosen by God and I felt his Mercy But now that they're gone who's gonna love me? No matter what you say it just won't be The same as the love that my grandparents gave me Ever since a baby they raised me so Not you too Not you too Can't lose you Not you too Not you too Not you too Can't lose you Not you too Anger got the best of me That's why they arrested me But to protect my family dignity That's how it had to be I'm tired of caring for people That never cared for me I try to give you the best of me Whatever's left of me The day I no longer feel your love Is the day I leave ya I may want ya but I don't need ya If you don't know better then go know better Either get left behind or we grow together I don't want to teach you how to love me Why would I force something that should come sincerely? Don't ask me if I'm okay when you know I'm not And if you think something's up just give me love Give me love that's all I need Cause I'm just tired All this pain inside me made me quiet When I saw my brother hurting I felt like dying Fell on my knees praying and crying like Not you too Not you too Can't lose you Not you too Not you too Not you too Can't lose you Not you too There's pain in my heart but you don't feel me Gotta stay strong I can't let it kill me On my knees praying God can you heal me? Can you heal me?