The muffled sound of old regrets Burning out like cigarettes Half way gone and half to go Fill the air with darkened haze And all my empty yesterdays Have brought me down a deeper low And I can hardly breathe it in What if there's no end at all How much further can I fall Getting higher as my life's descending Somethings taking over me I'm not the man I used to be And I can't take it if it's never ending I know it's hard to understand You've only breathed it second hand And never walked inside these shoes I hope someday I turn around When I've crashed against the ground And I've got nothing left to lose What if there's no end at all How much further can I fall Getting higher as my life's descending Somethings taking over me I'm not the man I used to be And I can't take it if it's never ending I trace the marks across my skin Laying draped around my frame They tell the story of my sin But you turned your back And washed your hands of all my shame What if there's no end at all How much further can I fall Getting higher as my life's descending Somethings taking over me I'm not the man I used to be And I can't take it if it's never ending What if there's no end at all How much further can I fall Getting higher as my life's descending