You been on my mental so I been staying faded Pop a couple pills numb the pain but I'm craving Drop top two seater instead you driving me crazy Over you don't fall in love still I feel like I'm waiting Looking down a bridge death on the other side No freedom for the cursed why I keep on cutting ties Truth it be too heavy catch me slipping when I lie Dirty laundry I could televise Turn me to the devil got me villainized Maybe I'm addicted to the pain Too attached for my own good What's the price for a neck so cold? Heartbroken with a gold noose Late night when you hit me that's a whole mood I been running out of ways to escape Been dealing with emptiness for days No it's not a first Should've known you never loved me Should've guessed you was a snake Everything was just pretend everything was just a fake When you actin' outta pocket i might act up out of place Habits way too toxic spending double what she make Shawty showing attitude wanted me to chase but now I'm gone yeah I know what you thinking, better not Had your chance had your shot But the time flew by and you was gone When the night stood wish that I could pause Take me back Play that over again now Baptise her thighs put her face down Taking meds just to settle the pain out Way it's going I just might blow my brains out Through the trouble I stayed down You been on my mental so I been staying faded Pop a couple pills numb the pain but I'm craving Drop top two seater instead you driving me crazy Over you don't fall in love still I feel like I'm waiting Looking down a bridge death on the other side No freedom for the cursed why I keep on cutting ties Truth it be too heavy catch me slipping when I lie Dirty laundry I could televise Turn me to the devil got me villainized Maybe I'm addicted to the pain Too attached for my own good What's the price for a neck so cold? Heartbroken with a gold noose Late night when you hit me that's a whole mood I been running out of ways to escape Been dealing with emptiness for days No it's not a first Should've known you never loved me Should've guessed you was a snake Everything was just pretend everything was just a fake When you actin' outta pocket i might act up out of place Habits way too toxic spending double what she make Shawty showing attitude wanted me to chase yeah