Stuck up in the middle between what I hate and who I wanna be right now
That's me here right now
I'll be overthinking Monday fore I know it we're about to end the week I know
Ive gotta let it go
It's a product of me changing like Pennsylvania weather
Skeletons in up my closet sometimes they're looking better
Than the person right before you think today I'll just be hiding in my sheets just know I'm probably staying home
Girl your falling back on me
I know I gotta let you go
Cause I'm not okay with me
I know I've gotta learn to grow
Girl It's not that I don't try I just fuck up every time
Pick myself up in the morning but my sun doesn't shine
Cause I'm not okay with me
I know I've gotta learn to grow
Sometimes I can't help myself I play with darkness just so I can see how it feels
To feel on something else
Watch me drink too much I'm breaking hearts become the things I said I'd never be But right now I'm finding my way out yeah
And the trail I leave behind is only one you'll find
If I let you close enough to me to see what's inside
Right now it's way too complicated maybe one day I can help you understand
But for now I'll do this on my own
Girl your falling back on me
I know I gotta let you go
Cause I'm not okay with me
I know I've gotta learn to grow
Girl It's not that I don't try
I just fuck up every time,
Pick myself up in the morning but my sun doesn't shine
Cause I'm not okay with me, I know I've gotta learn to grow
I know I've gotta learn to grow yeah
I know I've gotta learn to grow yeah
I know I've gotta learn to grow yeah
I know I've gotta learn to grow yeah
Stuck up in the middle between what I hate and who I wanna be right now
That's me here right now
Girl your falling back on me
I know I gotta let you go
Cause I'm not okay with me
I know I've gotta learn grow
Girl It's not that I don't try
I just fuck up every time
Pick myself up in the morning but my sun doesn't shine
Cause I'm not okay with me
I know I've gotta learn to grow
Cause I'm not okay with me
I know I've gotta learn to grow
Girl It's not that I don't try
I just fuck up every time
Pick myself up in the morning but my sun doesn't shine
Cause I'm not okay with me
I know I've gotta learn grow yeah